just jo & thea

just jo: okay, I just read about it - so, how are you?
thea: not too good
just jo: you are happy ~for~ them, I know
thea: oh I am, I really am, it's just that i don't have that. I don't think I ever will have that. I wish I could hope for it, but it's you I always end up with.
just jo: well i finally love you
thea: and I thank you, but your kind of love is not what I want
just jo: you want what you had with Cherry?
thea: yes. And with, you know.
just jo: yes
thea: but I am happy for them, I really am, so happy. I just feel so alone and so pathetic and such a romantic failure and so ...
just jo: useless? hopeless? ridiculous? pitiful? pathetic? impotent?
thea: stop making me giggle, I'm trying to feel sorry for myself!