Not falling apart.
My life isn't falling apart.
It just ~feels~ like it.
Pain is a test I'm failing.
It just ~feels~ like it.
Pain is a test I'm failing.
posted by Polysemous at 2:37 PM
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
About Me
- Name: Polysemous
Sometimes a neighbour's look, a post-card, a telephone call] will carry you up the shore of another life] and leave you gaping amazed at sudden jungle] a world away from the dolorous desk.] Castaway by Margaret Scott
Previous Posts
- The whole world's at tricks.
- Thank you. In point form.
- Little discontentments.
- Angelata & Gray, awkward as usual.
- It's Calypso.
- Grin too widely and make nervous jokes.
- Trouble is, we like it.
- More knee.
- Abandonment issues, I guess.
- What does a knee mean?
5 Comments:
I'm sorry things are tough. I sent you another letter, but perhaps I should do something a little more immediate.
I would help if I could. It's awful to feel alone.
Well I don't know what's up but I hope it gets better.
To speak to what I do know - physical pain makes everything worse too - it wears down your energy and it sucks. :( And if you're used to dancing and walking to get time for yourself then hurting a knee wrecks that. It's a lousy cycle. After Carl tore his ACL (is that what yours is?) he went through quite a rough time.
That's what is going on.
The physical pain of the knee (yes, it's just what Carl did - a tear in the ACL) just eats up our energy. That's when we realise how very fragile all the hard-won peace, employment, love and friendship is.
:/
Perhaps, later, it I will realise how resilient they are as well.
Thank you all/both.
I'm sure you will get the realization on the other side. :)
If you would like some encouraging thoughts, Carl's knee didn't get better on its own, so he had the surgery just to remove the bit of ACL that was err, in technical language "dangling there" (minor day surgery) and although he's sort of restricted from doing roundhouse kicks and weird stuff, at least without a brace, he hasn't had any problems since.
I rather hope yours doesn't need the surgery at all but there is hope if it does. :-)
Shan
Your body's just complain very very loudly. It still loves you. : ) I hope it gets better sooner. Hugs Nikie...
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